Friday, May 15, 2020

I forgive & let go!

I'm not afraid to go into the dark corners of my soul
To forgive all the people who never apologized 
To accept all situations that bruised me to the bone
To let go of all the blame that I placed incorrectly on me.
Yes I have the strength, I forgive.

I forgive myself for trusting people who didn't deserve it.
For banking on people's promises, because I believed in keeping them.
For naively believing they always had my best interests at heart
Because I always had their best interests in mine.
For believing people's words because I believed in integrity.
For thinking they'd be true because I was authentic.
For not knowing what I know now with reflection.
I forgive not because they deserve forgiveness but because
They no longer deserve a place in my kind heart. 
I forgive because I want peace for myself. 
Yes I let it go, I forgive.

I also take responsibility for me and forgive myself 
For the part I played in these events and circumstances
That were placed on my path to learn and grow.
Yes it wasn't all them, it was also me, I forgive.

I let go of the grief that I carried not knowing 
Who or what was responsible for it.
I forgive and release everyone and everything.
For that's what it takes to heal. To feel fully alive and free.
To consciously create and nurture a beautiful future for me.

I'm ready. I forgive, surrender and let go of my past.
I release. Once and for all. And I do this now.
Because I know I'm doing this for me, not for them.
My time is too precious to waste trying to explain
To people what they already know and will keep denying. 
I can genuinely connect only with those who are centered in truth.

I need time to invest in my present and future
To consciously create the life I want to live.
I believe in Karma, they'll reap what they sowed.
Maybe I'll see it. Maybe I won't.
Maybe at the end of my life, this will be irrelevant.
Maybe I reaped what I sowed and now the account is settled. 
Yes I have the power to forgive, I forgive. 
I forgive and release everyone and everything.

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